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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2004|08:34 pm]
from now on i shall be found at www.livejournal.com/~nastyshow

add me, i will add you back
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2003|08:52 pm]
People are being mean to my sister, and i speak to one of them on msn, he's a fucking weird bastard.
They all say they now hate her, because for some reason she has all of a sudden gotten herself into good music, they think she is faking it, that she just wants to look cool, they keep saying 'yr a fucking townie you wanker, why bother to be cool' just because of the way she dresses.
sure this change has been sudden, but i am missing a lot of CDs from my collection, she obviously likes some of this music, i hear her listening to it, she sings along, she's enjoying herself, she wants to come and see live bands with me.

yeh but she also confessed to wanting to be me, which is scary.

but there is no need for all her friends to turn on her, now she has no one, that's just so horrible, and so remminissant(sp?) of what happened to me about a year ago, well, not with the music, no one ever haad a problem with me being cooler than them, but yeh, sucky for her.

i don't wanna fight her battle, but taking the piss out of this guy is so much fun, he's such an idiot, he knows nothing about music, he has stupid hair, he is called Greenie, his e-mail address is gothic_greenie_666 or something stupid like that.

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Quiz i did steal-to be filled in using band songs [Dec. 30th, 2003|05:38 pm]
Are you male or female: She
How old are you: So Young
Describe yourself: another no one
How do some people feel about you: trash
How do you feel about yourself: Have you ever been this low?
Describe your views on significant others and crushes: moving
Describe what you want: sleeping pills
Describe how you live: By the sea
Describe how you love: together
Share a few words of wisdom: every monday morning comes

i was gonna do the manics, but it felt a little cliche, and a little to easy.

easyworld is the best, for the last wisdom one, you can put 'people who don't climb ladders (aren't particularly likely to fall off ladders now, are they?)'

but the person i stole this from did that, i would have felt mean.
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2003|05:32 pm]
[music |Smashing Pumpkins-today]

this new years will be so different from the past 2.
Last year me and my cousin went to Joe's house party, i got really pissed, ended up topless in the hallway with CJ, many people walked passed, but i was pretty out of it and dind't seem to care (slut).
Year before spent at home, many people came over who i didn't know, my uncle gave me a little bit too much champagne, i got very very drunk, got angry with my sister and tipped her bin over her head.

this year, going to the pub in malpas, with Jenny, Natalie, probably Helen, and probably michelle, and other people. I've never spent a holliday season type thing in a pub before, how odd, i usually prefer places where there are drugs, like house parties, because, i like drugs.

No one is home still, i don't want to sleep anymore, i have bathed, i want to text someone, but i can't think who, maybe i don't, maybe i want to be on my own.

yes i am still listening to siamese dream, it's my homework doing CD, but i left it on, and it keeps looping, and i love it.
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Mayonaise [Dec. 30th, 2003|03:33 pm]
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow

We'll try and ease the pain
But somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go

I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils

And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad

When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will

Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this

No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2003|03:02 pm]
[music |smashing pumpkins-quiet]

i just wrote my rough draft on 'how do these sources on the poor law reform show popularity and success' or some title as equally annoying. Thing is, this essay can only be up to 1000 words, i have not compleated mine, and it is already 1300, i write too much, but i can't seem to cut it down grr.

I wanna go for a fag, but i can't find a lighter/matches anywhere, i had 3 lighters the other day!
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2003|01:46 pm]
you and me
You are...... YOU & ME!
My god you're frisky
go and sit in the corner till you've calmed down
and no sugar for you til wednesday
(don't think i don't know about those magazines)

Which easyworld song are you?
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return of the king is good yes

clare's was good

i now am tired though, i did not sleep, her chiwaua(sp?) is sooooo cute, but it shat and pissed everywhere, i want a fag, and i have one, i just can't move, too cold outside anyway.

i need to do work

fucking hell i can't be bothered
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2003|01:16 am]
i just watched the haunting again, with my dad, it seemed better than when i watched it all those years ago.
we also watched a bit of red dwarf, i think it was one of the best ones i have ever seen.

i am typing sooooo quietly, if anyone finds me on the net at this hour i will be shot.

i'm not tired, but i know i need sleep, i'm sure in the past 5 days/nights i have only had about 15 proper hours of sleep, which isn't good for me, as i love sleep, and i need it.

i don't want to go to bed anyway, i wont sleep for ages, and there is no one there for me to be with.
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2003|09:35 pm]
tess broke up with stu

he offered to buy her a ring

and said he could so see himself engaged to her

so she ran away!

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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2003|09:07 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]
[music |the faint cry of axl rose from my sisters room]

i just wanted to write a big long entry about how i feel when i get close to someone, then i forgot how i just explained it to nicky, and i can't be bothered to open the chat logs.
i'm not sure what i want was the main point i think.

does anyone wanna go and see my friends band at the liverpool cavern club on the 10th of january?

they are very good

michael/dale/people abouts liverpool i am talking to you especially.

also would anyone like to come and stay at mine that weekend?
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