||[Dec. 30th, 2003|05:32 pm]
this new years will be so different from the past 2.
Last year me and my cousin went to Joe's house party, i got really pissed, ended up topless in the hallway with CJ, many people walked passed, but i was pretty out of it and dind't seem to care (slut).
Year before spent at home, many people came over who i didn't know, my uncle gave me a little bit too much champagne, i got very very drunk, got angry with my sister and tipped her bin over her head.
this year, going to the pub in malpas, with Jenny, Natalie, probably Helen, and probably michelle, and other people. I've never spent a holliday season type thing in a pub before, how odd, i usually prefer places where there are drugs, like house parties, because, i like drugs.
No one is home still, i don't want to sleep anymore, i have bathed, i want to text someone, but i can't think who, maybe i don't, maybe i want to be on my own.
yes i am still listening to siamese dream, it's my homework doing CD, but i left it on, and it keeps looping, and i love it.